Winston and Julia, meet up with each other at the room which is on top of Mr.Charrington store. This time, Winston had a bad dream about his past. He dreamt about his mother and his younger sister, which he assumed are dead. He blames himself for murdering his mother and his sister for his selfishness. He thinks that it was his fault that they disappeared because he ran away from home. With all this pain in side of him, he hates the Party more. Knowing that now he can feel emotions, he is slowly remembering other emotions other then love, hate and fear.
He thinks that proles are the only human beings there are nowadays at Oceania. He believes this, because they can feel any emotions but the only problem is that they are ignorant. They really don't care about what the Party is doing if it doesn't effect them. Julia and Winston knows that there little game of sneaking around behind the Party's back won't last that long. The Thought Police will find them soon and they will be killed, but this doesn't scare Winston, but he is afraid that when they will be caught he will be forced to stop loving Julia. But Julia states that no one can control other people emotions. Emotions are your inner self and no one can take that away from you if you don't want them too. After what Julia said to him he believe that no one can take away his love toward Julia and his emotions or what he truly feels.
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